today is better, if only because all I can do on monday is obsess about my linear algebra class on tuesday. I forgot how hard math is.
On a similiar front, I am very excited because I found an economics program I am very excited about. Berkeley looks way cool. and i haven't met anyone yet who has a bad thing to say about it. Berkeley rocks! Go Berkeley! Seriously, it looks neat. I wonder if I'll end up there.
Read a great article on the Rwandan genocide today in the Atlantic. you should check it out, they won an award for it.
feeling a bit low right now, I've kind of had an up and down weekend, emotionally.
Friday, well, I don't remember what I did Friday. Oh, right!!! First we watched what is as of right now my favorite movie, Wet Hot American Summer! (best line ever: its nice to go into town, even for only an hour.) Then went to see Pink Flamingos, which was very disappointing after all the hype you hear aboutit, although there were hilarious parts.
Saturday was IKEA. got some stuff, haven't put it together yet. I can't believe I haven't finished unpacking, i felt so lazy when erin and liz saw the apt. Overall it was fun; I love hanging out with those two, I don't think they are each other's yin and yang, but I do think they kind of play off each other and accentuate personality traits you wouldn't notice normally in the other.
Today, well, today was a little slow. Didn't do much, except take a practice GRE on the computer.
I don't know, here is my little depressed moment. It seems everywhere I went this weekend, I saw couples, or people who are best friends with another person, or people who it seemed like were in something, and I don't have any of those feelings. I mean, it just seems like I'm always on the outside fringe of every social group, and they like me, and that's not the problem. It just feels like I'm not in the group, and it was weird because this weekend I hung out with a lot of different people. It just made me kind of sad that I have all these friends, but I always feel like there's some glass door, and I'm looking through it. I think that's why I've talked constantly of moving, because I don't feel like I'm an integral part of something here. I mean, I leave, and nothing changes, so why should I stay. I won't move though, because its not like there's anything else waiting for me.
charades, pop skill
water hyacinth, named by a poet.
imitation of life
like a koi in a frozen pond
like a goldfish in a bowl
I dont want to hear you cry
thats sugarcane that tasted good
thats cinnamon thats hollywood
c'mon c'mon no one can see you try
you want the greatest thing
the greatest thing since bread came sliced.
you've got it all, you've got it sized.
like a friday fashion show teenager
freezing in the corner
trying to look like you dont try
thats sugarcane that tasted good.
thats cinnamon thats hollywood
c'mon c'mon no one can see you try
no one can see you cry
thats sugarcane that tasted good
thats freezing rain thats what you could
c'mon c'mon no one can see you cry
this sugarcane
this lemonade
this hurricane, i'm not afraid.
c'mon c'mon no one can see me cry
this lightning storm
this tidal wave
this avalanche, i'm not afraid.
c'mon c'mon no one can see me cry
thats sugarcane that tasted good
thats who you are, thats what you could
c'mon c'mon no one can see you cry
thats sugarcane that tasted good
thats who you are, thats what you could
c'mon c'mon no one can see you cry
