ok, people, i read www.japantoday.com a lot while i was getting ready for my JET interview, and since I've looked over it out of boredom, but today i think it had the best story ever:
also, check out the thing where they go out on the street and ask the japanese questions. the responses are frequently hilarious! (its on the right side, you'll see some japanese people's head shots next to a question.)
nevermind, went on IM at work (A HUGE no-no) and got it resolved. It was what I figured, and im over it already, because there was a legitimate reason. so no gossip, sorry.
ok, so here we go in an attempt to rewrite, tho unfortunately there is no way in hell i am going to be able to recapture the spirit of the last blog, but basically, here goes. A friend of mine has me not upset, but hurt. This friend I'm almost certain is unaware of this, but, well, I don't know whether its worth calling them or not. I mean, I call them a lot, and i would feel stupid to keep on calling, but at the same time I at least want to hear an excuse or very bare bones explanation, preferably sooner than later. That is a lot more passive aggressive than the last blog I wrote, but as I said the odds of me recapturing the spirit of that last blog is not going to happen. However, if you think this blog pertains to you, I would appreciate a phone call. I don't even need to see you afterwards or have an hour phone conversation, literally a 1 minute phone call would be most excellent.
As for other stuff, well, not much is going on really. I am freaking out over financial stuff in general, which is probably not something you want to hear about, but it's a big part of what I think about, so if this blog is about me, it should also be about my finances. tho not in detail, so this subject is done.
ummm, thinking of not going to nats, taking foreign service exam instead, even tho I'm not particularly excited about the prospect of being in the foreign service. I've convinced myself I am not going to japan next year. Its really odd, this blog is really down, and its not like I'm Mr. Happy or anything, but I'm not particularly depressed, im just like whatever. I guess I should find something positive or just stop.
Ohh, ohh, game show network is showing reruns of that time the guy memorized the board on press your luck! that brought me great enjoyment, as did watching starship troopers with emily and eric. I don't see em and james a whole lot, but i always enjoy their company, and paul verhoeven ( director of starship troopers and showgirls) makes some entertaining, over the top movies. and doogie howser is in Starship Troopers! I had no idea!
OH GODDAMN AM I PISSED. ATE BLOG ARRRGHHH. try to rewrite tomorrow. hopefully the person the last blog was directed toward indirectly (amazingly, I managed to do this while not being passive aggressive) will read it tomorrow.
